what about the world today?

[Hexed Against Death Eaters]

I'm not sure what to say about Hagrid. I didn't know him very well, but he always seemed very gentle. Not during the battle of course, but you couldn't be, then. He was kind of a disaster as a teacher, but I never really minded that. I always had fun in his classes.

This world is so fucked up.

[Private to Self]

If they killed Fleur. Heavens, if they killed her children, her unborn child, why would they hesitate in killing my Anthony?

No reason at all.

Michael, he doesn't deserve this. He was right all along. This is what comes of fighting back. And yet, is there any other choice? Will there ever be?

I don't care what they've done to him, I just want to see his face one more time.

[Hexed Private from Death Eaters]

nothing. still. nothing.

[Double Hexed Private to the Order]

I went out last night in my animagus form to look for Anthony. Not far from Diagon Alley, in muggle London, I found a butcher's bag full of chicken. His scent went nowhere from there, as did another one I didn't recognize. He was probably apparated out of there. I can take somebody there if they think they can figure out to where.

I'm going to go out soon to see if I can pick up that other scent, again.

[Hexed Private Against Death Eaters and Sympathizers]

HAS ANYONE SEEN ANTHONY SINCE THIS MORNING?

[Hexed Against Death Eaters and Sympathizers]

So the dogs were napping today so I got out the camera and snapped this:



Aren't they cute! Though don't let Max (he's the one on left) fool you! He's about naughty as they come. He likes finding a way through the fence and making me chase him through the neighborhood.

[Hexed Against Death Eaters]

You know, while I'm sorry some things didn't get hexed private that obviously should have, I won't apologize for being publicly affectionate with either one of my boys.

[Hexed Against Death Eaters]

Saturday. Be home on Saturday.

[Private]

Maybe by then I won't look like fucking Frankenstein's Monster.

[hexed against death eaters]

so i'm alive. there's something to that.

the carrows thought it would be fun to carve me up with a curse from shoulder to wrist and thigh to ankle. again. both of them this time.

did you know that a curse is ten times as strong cast by two people, not just two?

then for good measure they blasted me through two wooden walls and a pane of glass.

lucky to be alive. i heard others weren't. i'm sorry. i'm so sorry.

merlin writing's exhausting.

maybe another week, here. room 229 in the spell damage ward at mungo's. come see me. anthony and i both, now. boy's an idiot for that stunt he pulled the other night but i love him all the same.

shit. sorry about the blood. wounds keep breaking open and i've already done too much.

tired.

[Hexed Private to Michael and Anthony]

I feel like a bad boyfriend, lately. I'm sorry.

[Hexed from Death Eaters and Sympathizers]

Leaving for Hogwarts again today! That is so weird. I'm really so excited I've been up since about 3 a.m. I could never sleep the night before.

God, I've been so busy with work and studying and packing and moving...I'm actually looking forward to the next couple of weeks, even if it does mean taking a bunch of exams.

[Private to Barnabas Cuffe]

20,000 galleons, vault 477 at Gringotts.

I know it seems like a lot, but I thought it wouldn't hurt to secure my future a bit.

Thank you.

[Hexed Against Death Eaters]

I got my new tattoo! I'm going to show you all a picture as soon as I take one. I love it!

[Private to Michael]

When do we tell him about the house? I don't want to put it off too long - I'm excited!

[Private to Barnabas Cuffe]

I don't mean to keep changing plans on you, but here it is - my friends and I are purchasing a house in North London. I just need a third of that cost, and we'll be square. I'll let you know.

So, who has tattoos and would you recommend a place to go? Wizarding or not, I'm not choosy.

[Hexed Private to Anthony, Michael and Ginny]

So, Anthony had a brilliant idea that we should all rent a house together, but I wanted everyone's thoughts. I think I can find us somewhere nice, as well as inexpensive, as we're not all exactly raking in the galleons. Let me know!

[Hexed Private to Barnabas Cuffe]

I need somewhere to live. A house big enough for three or four people and any number of pets - two dogs and a cat, at least. It needs to be in a good neighborhood - muggle or wizard, I don't care - and protected well against dark magic. I'm not asking for it for free - as people would be suspicious and that might lead to something coming out that you might not want - but something we can pay a very modest rent on.

And then we will be square.

[Hexed Private to Anthony Goldstein]

Dearling?

[Hexed Private to Ginny]

How are things? I have news.

[Hexed Private to Michael]

Have to say I wish you were here tonight.

[Hexed Private to Anthony]

Hi there...uh, what are good terms of endearment?

[Hexed Private to Self]

I'm pretty sure there's a special sort of hell for people like me.

[Hexed Private to Ginny]

What are you doing...pretty much right now?

[Hexed Private to Michael Corner]

Mum wants you to come for dinner tomorrow. You will, right?

[Hexed Private to the Order]

I'm going to ask Michael Corner and Anthony Goldstein to join us, if nobody has a problem with that. They were both in Dumbledore's Army and they're my best friends in the world - I would trust them with my life. They can help us.

So, while I'll not deny that I am a 'sexy young wizard,' should you ask, I'm certainly not 'looking for the witch of my dreams.' Not exactly the sort of thing I expect to have to explain to my mother at 7 a.m.! Really it's more worthy of Witch Weekly, not the Prophet. Ah, haha, someone thinks they're funny.

Oh! Hannah! I nearly forgot. I need to go shopping for Wednesday. Come with me?

[Hexed Private to Barnabas Cuffe]

Do you think you're funny? Because I have a real story, fat and juicy, in case you've forgotten.

[Hexed Private to the Order]

Seriously, though. We should probably add 'Death Eaters have access to Polyjuice Potion' right to the top of our shit-to-worry-about list. We need something that is going to positively identify ourselves to one another. Not something physical, but a code or a word or phrase. I know this is life, not a spy novel, but I think it's a very real precaution we should consider taking. Thoughts?

[Hexed Private to Kevin, Hannah, Verity, and Ginny]

I have a date an almost-date, I think!

Shit. I need something to wear.

I also need to figure out if it really is or not, too. A date, that is.

Oh, god. What happens if something happens? I live at home with my parents and he lives with that blighter Smith!

[Hexed Private to Luna]

Hey, Luna. I need you to do me a favor. Do you know Michael Boot, in fifth year? If you have some time can you help him out with his OWLs? My brother says he's really stressing about it. I know you're busy, so if you can't that's all right. Thanks!

[Hexed Private to Kevin]

Well, last night was definitely interesting. Don't you agree?

[Hexed Private to everyone who was at the bonfire]

Did you all get out all right? How did we know that they were coming?

[Hexed Private to the Order]

I guess I should introduce myself, first off. My name is Terry Boot and Harry Potter asked me to join up with you all.

There's something pretty important you should know about. We were having a bonfire at Angelina Johnson's place and we suddenly had to get out of there because Death Eaters were coming. I think we all made it out before they showed up, but what I'm trying to work out now is how we knew. It was only a few of us: me, Hannah, Kevin, Verity, Angelina, Oliver, Lee ,Ginny, Luna - and I don't who heard what, or how it got started but it all happened pretty quick. But if they were coming, I assume they found out about it because of the journals, and I know at least some of them have them, because I've seen them writing.

So I'm trying to figure that out - is there anything else I can be doing?

[Hexed against Death Eaters]

I don't know how to say this, but everyone who is reading this, Alicia Spinnet died tonight.

I don't know what happened. She was attacked by something. Verity found her at the shop, and I found Verity, and it's just all fucked up.

She's just. Just gone.

[Hexed Private (can be broken)]

She's gone. Just gone.

This can't be happening again.

I don't want to lose anyone else. I don't want to feel this way all over again. I never want to see that again, but I do, every time I close my eyes. Jesus.

It can't be.

Well. Some men are complete arseholes, aren't they?

Capricorn.
December 21 - January 19

You're usually conservative, but flashy Mars encourages you to wear something more daring like a ruffled, low-cut top or shorter hemline today. Tapping into your inner Diva stimulates your self-confidence.

I guess there's a reason it's not called Wizard Weekly, yeah? I'm all out of ruffles, too. Dolling myself up in girls' kit is just not my thing, sadly. Though I do have nice legs that would certainly be complimented by a shorter hemline.

I find it very amusing that a lot of people complain about what's written in the gossip section and how horrid a magazine it is, and yet they all seem to read it. Intriguing. And I'm probably late to the party with all these thoughts on our latest issue, but I march to the beat of my own drummer. That much is plainly obvious, isn't it?

And to all of you having all kinds of sex, you suck. I can't even get a date

Hannah! What happened?

Dieses Gefühl kann nicht ewig anhalten. Mutti sagt so, und ich glaube ihr. Manchmal, vermisse ich ihn so sehr. Und es ist nicht nur ihn. Ich vermisse meine Unschuld. Meine Naivität. Die Tage war Hogwarts sicher. Ein Platz habe ich geliebt. Ein Platz mit guten Erinerrungen.

Alle verschwundet nicht. Ich hatte sechs gute Jahre. Die Siebte...

Ich kann nicht sie vorrücken. Ich will vergessen, aber ich soll nicht.

I have got to move out. That's all there is to it.

Hannah! I know you're reading this. Look, we have the press passes and the Puddlemere game is Sunday - we're totally doing that, right? You-know-who (not that one, the other one) is going to be playing. You might be able to get a post-game in-the-locker room interview...